And yet she sometimes withdrew into her shell, turned away from me, slipped out of my reach, like a reflection or an echo; a mere trace of what she was only a moment ago, gone already beyond words and touches. I didn’t understand these moments, and I couldn’t deny them.
It is you. It’s fucking you. It’s never been anyone else. It never will be. You’re my forever. I can’t describe it anymore.
I did this because I wanted to show my bestfriend how much she is needed. Please don’t hate.
i started crying
I’m crying to
IM LITERALLY BALLING Oh my gosh
You think ‘Okay, I get it, I’m prepared for the worst’, but you hold out that small hope, see, and that’s what fucks you up. That’s what kills you.
You deserve the fucking world. You deserve all the happiness and love that you can get. You deserve better than the rest. You deserve a lifetime of happiness… Im constantly hoping I can give you that.